Pregnancy number 3

So had many you have read here on my blog I have had 2 miscarriages already. I honestly thought I was not going to get pregnant again. I was also very hard on myself after both miscarriages. I thought I let down a lot of people in my life.

Well things seemed to line up for me. I honestly didn’t think I was pregnant I just figured what I was feeling at the end of my was my period coming. I was going to follow my moms advice and not test till I missed my second period. But I test in the beginning of June because then I could tell my doctor I wasn’t pregnant. And ask her why I was having this terrible heartburn. So I tested 930 at night and well I almost fell over for how fast those little pink lines came up.

So several tests later it was still coming up positive. I was still in shock but happy on the inside for sure. And with this pregnancy its been a real learning curve. I have am still dealing with morning sickness, being tired, and having no energy. I do have medication that does help but it definitely been different for sure this go round.

So in short this pregnancy is a blissful surprise. I doubted my self before but this time I am happy that i have been given this chance to carry my child. And for those of you who have had miscarriages, or are having trouble getting pregnant please have faith in yourself. I know its a crushing blow to not get pregnant or to get to met your baby you were carrying. Remember there are options out there for you. Don’t be afraid to look into them and ask questions! You are all wonderful and I know you will make great mother and fathers.

Book Review of The Handmaid’s Tale by Margaret Atwood

Well I have seen the trailers for the tv show that was adapted from this book. I at the time wasn’t sure that I would even like it. So on whim the other day I spotted this book in the library and thought what the heck why not try it and see what I think. I can say this book pulled me right away. I do wonder if Offred got way, also if she was pregnant! So many questions about this book but i do love how Margaret Atwood left it opened ended. So that you can make up your own opinion of what happened to her. Definitely worth checking out!

Rating: 5/5